i understand totally. it's not a good thing that i actually do. in fact, i feel your pain. i've just heard more stories of such until it's to the point where i think it's just so stupid. i'll tell you another day.

the whole thing just becomes a joke and you're the only one taking it seriously. and i know i'll take it as a joke until i find the point where it's supposed to be serious. i think it's a xi fatt loongs'thing. so you know you shouldn't see it too seriously too. don't ever see it seriously. that way you won't get disappointed. and because i've decided not to see it so seriously, i'm more willing to take risks. and sometimes, risks may turn out to be something good :) and that's what i believe in now. taking things seriously in that aspect is just way too tiring. don't put in everything unless you're very sure that the other person is willing to put in everything as well. and i mean everything, to make things right. i don't believe in having any perfect combination kind of thing? it's just how much you want things to be right and how much you're willing to fix things when it goes wrong. it's a good gauge.

haha and johnny said, "phong is not amnesic, she doesn't forget things easily."

i just count the reasons that keep me happy and today i have one :)

love you like a sister;
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